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It had been a long time i have left this space for a moment of silent....studyin and life cumin up and starting with a great chapter...

let me update abt the 7 station cross that held in SIBKL....it is awesome session i will ever had, whr u go thru wat God reali go thru in his journey of life...every station does bring a certain meaning to everyone...as i start the journey in 7 station coss its had been not easy fo me...i start with prayer where i reali do nid God strength and power to walk on tis 7 path....start with waashin ur frenz leg...at tis station the atmoshpera reali puzzle me...i pause a while of thinkin and name come in for those had done toward me tat i been forgiving them....i kneel dwn and pray for that person and started to cry out....

after that i start to move on to the next station whr is the last supper held....it reali refelct me alot and make think twice in this station.....proceed to the gathsamene whr u hear Lord's prayer for u.....its reali awesome at this moment...i do feel warm and comfort and the touch of our Lord....at this place i prayer to Lord abt everything in my life and i pray for ppl who had sin against Him....after this station....the atmosphere getting deeper whr i feel guilt and pain whr seeing judas betary him and i put myself in the position i dun hav the courage to pick the sword itself and i confess those had not be done and i felt sorry as he had fill my cup of love toward me....next whr trail start to fight within the momenof thinkin and start to reflect even more....

comtinue this station i feel guilt for wat i had done...i feel sorry for followin the crowd and for not believin myself......i felt reali guilt and as i took up the brush to pain a dot on my hand i feel the pain tat he had bear for me.....in addition,as i proceed i come to cross point on decidin on followin the crowd or followin by bearin the cross on ur shoulder..i took a reali be courage and deciding to follow Him...At the moment itself i feel warm and comfort for i hav done a great decision in my life....As i goin all this i felt scared but in the same time i feel secured....

As i go thru for the few last station its whr reflectin more.....i come to a place of darknest on reflectin his story with mine....i realised Lord had been much more suffer den everyone of us...he had been so faithful and kind for not make us go thru same thing as him....He knw our limit and our stand.....as i go thru it i feel comfort as i nail the sin on the cross i feel rejoice and thankful for wat he had done....

the last station as i come to his table deep in prayer i can feel God present in the place......as i read thru the lovey letter i feel comfort and my tears just roll down....thank Lord for waiting for me no mattter wat....

after all this i went down to search for my cell mate...i starting crying deeply and in the reali moment i feel he is hugging me and tellinis ok my child i am right here with u....dun worried for wat is cumin....i here and alwiz here with u....i feel reali warm and comfort.....

thankyou Lord.....*to be continue*