Monday, January 18, 2010

a song in my current heart...

他的镜框留在
ta de jing kuang liu zai
His light passion is left

某一节车厢
mou yi jie che xiang
Behind in one of the train cabinets

地下铁里的风
di xia tie li de feng
The wind blown from the train

比回忆还重
bi hui yi hai zhong
Is stronger than the memory

整座城市一直
zheng zuo cheng shi yi zhi
The entire city is

等着我
deng zhe wo
waiting for me

有一段感情还在漂泊
you yi duan gan qing huan zai piao bo
As there is still a love relationship flowing around

对他唯一遗憾
dui ta wei yi yi han
The only regret towards him

是分手那天
shi fen shou na tian
Is that on the day of the break up

我奔腾的眼泪
wo ben teng de yan lei
My stubborn tears

都停不下来
dou ting bu xia lai
Won’t stop falling

若那一刻重来
ruo na yi ke chong lai
If that moment

我不哭
wo bu ku
I didn’t cry

让他知道我可以很好
rang ta zhi dao wo ke yi hen hao
I can let him know I will be fine

我爱他
wo ai ta
I love him,

轰轰烈烈最疯狂
hong hong lie lie zui feng kuang
So powerful, so strong, the most passionate

我的梦
wo de meng
My dream

狠狠碎过却不会忘
hen hen sui guo que bu hui wang
Was harshly shattered yet I won’t forget

曾为他
ceng wei ta
I have once

相信明天就是未来
xiang xin ming tian jiu shi wei lai
Believed tomorrow is the future with him

情节有多坏
qing jie you duo huai
Despite how bad the situation is,

都不肯醒来
dou bu ken xing lai
I cannot come around

我爱他
wo ai ta
I love him,

跌跌撞撞到绝望
die die zhuang zhuang dao jue wang
Falling and crashing to hopelessness

我的心
wo de xin
My heart

深深伤过却不会忘
shen shen shang guo que bu hui wang
Was deeply hurt yet I won’t forget

我和他
wo he ta
He and I

不再属于这个地方
bu zai shu yu zhe ge di fang
No longer belong to this place

最初的天堂
zui chu de tian tang
The initial paradise

最重的荒唐
zui zhong de huang tang
Has become ridiculous

如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢
ru guo hai you yi han you zen mo yang ne
If there are still regrets what can I do

伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
shang le tong le dong le jiu neng hao le ma
Been hurt and then learnt does that mean I will be fine again?

曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
ceng jing yi kao bi ci de jian bang
We once leaned on each other’s shoulders

如今各自在人海流浪
ru jin ge zi zai ren hai liu lang
Today, we are individuals separated in the large ocean of people

我爱他
wo ai ta
I love him,

轰轰烈烈最疯狂
hong hong lie lie zui feng kuang
So powerful, so strong, the most passionate

我的梦
wo de meng
My dream

狠狠碎过却不会忘
hen hen sui guo que bu hui wang
Was harshly shattered yet I won’t forget

逃不開 愛越深越互相傷害
tao bu kai ai yue shen yue hu xian shang hai
We cannot escape that he deeper the love, the deeper we hurt each other

越深的依賴 越多的空白
yue shen de yi lai yue duo de kong bai
The deeper we rely on each other, then there are more white blanks

該怎麼去愛
gai zhe mu qu ai
How am I suppose to love?

我爱他
wo ai ta
I love him,

轰轰烈烈最疯狂
hong hong lie lie zui feng kuang
So powerful, so strong, the most passionate

我的梦
wo de meng
My dream

狠狠碎过却不会忘
hen hen sui guo que bu hui wang
Was harshly shattered yet I won’t forget

曾为他
ceng wei ta
I have once

相信明天就是未来
xiang xin ming tian jiu shi wei lai
Believed tomorrow is the future with him

情节有多坏
qing jie you duo huai
Despite how bad the situation is,

都不肯醒来
dou bu ken xing lai
I cannot come around

我爱他
wo ai ta
I love him,

跌跌撞撞到绝望
die die zhuang zhuang dao jue wang
Falling and crashing to hopelessness

我的心
wo de xin
My heart

深深伤过却不会忘
shen shen shang guo que bu hui wang
Was deeply hurt yet I won’t forget

我和他
wo he ta
He and I

不再属于这个地方
bu zai shu yu zhe ge di fang
No longer belong to this place

最初的天堂
zui chu de tian tang
The initial paradise

最重的荒唐
zui zhong de huang tang
Has become ridiculous

如果還有遺憾 是分手那天
ru guo hai you yi han shi feng shou na tian
If there are still regrets, it’s that the day of break up

我奔騰的眼淚 都停不下來
wo ben teng de yan lei dou ting bu xia lai
My stubborn tears won’t stop falling

若那一刻重來 我不哭
ruo na yi ke zhong lai wo bu ku
If that moment I didn’t cry,

讓他知道我可以很好
ran ta zhi dao wo ke yi hen hao
I can let him know I will be fine

hope to live in the past but impossible....

i reali hope i could live in the past and nvr move forward.....

i miss the day i am with u...how much i care,concern and worried abt u.....but fate let us not stay together....

i will like to say avery big thank you to u for lovin me so much....u such a great person i ever met...

the moment with u....u had gave me a sense of security and comfort to me...u had support me and b with me alwiz too....

tis few day,my mind suddenly recall all the sweet memory u gave me....every min and second is such a sweet memory.....

the way u concern,love,care,worried and think abt me.....is so sweet.....

now,i wish u all the best and may God b wit u and with ur relationship....

i knw u will treat her like how u treat me....*sweet*

till now....

*imissyou*

hope no more nonsence....

argument...
misunderstand...

i had enuff n i knw u too....i tot i could share all my feelin and all kind of issue with u but i guess i am reali wrong...i tot respect and to b true n fact is share every single thing with u....now i guess i am reali wrong.....

all the msg regarding feelin,prob,issues....shud not be send out....i hope to pull bck but is reali too late....i shud not set up the fire and let it blow up....

i was reali hapi tat u do understand me but the understand had turn to pist off,annoy......think bck over and over again....why i had been such a failure.....i guess i reali disappoint u alot....

do hope heard answer from u and not from myself only but at all time i nid to decide for it.....

i reali hope those question n feelin did not share out....i guess now we are as usual we are....

i guess hundred word of apologize could not repair the relationship btw us.....

concern,love and care tat i alwiz say its alwiz true...it will nvr deny it cos i reali do care and concern abt u.....

i knw i shud change all the weakness i hav.....i hope u give me time....to change....
time needed for me to b a betta person....to strong,to use proper expression and to use proper tone....

i decide to leave this for a moment and come back to look to u in a betta personality....
promise no more feelin and question text to b send out....

hope u truly understand kabi.....* i reali nid time and i will nvr leave u*