wat is tis life mean to b..

I am living a life with full of miserable and trial...

wat shud i do??


how shud i react??


how shud i feel??


i dun hope to live a life like tat but mayb it had plan thru out which i hav to be....i been living in a life with fear and disappointment...

like the feelin of love...
everytime wanted to fully grab whole it i will surely lost it bit part by part...
everytime i step deeper i surely lost control on standin firm...

i dun hope the day come...
i dun hope the time had reach to the stage...

exam life....
everytime i been confident with wat i can but i alwiz been disappointed....
everytime i been stressing so much but the outcome seem to dissatisfied by ppl...

why??
why i alwiz like tat....

i am lost the purpose of life to b a human??
i been throw to a dungeon whr full of fire...
go thru suffer...
bitterness life??

love,
eve_gal