it had been so long i did not update it...bad bad bad.....
i had shifted from my old place to a new place and there is no internet access...
i am reali so sorry for not kip updating...here i am updatin abt myself and past thing happen...sweet thing in me had ended with a stupid reason he gave me..at time i reali fed up myself i dun felt like think and facing...i felt like slp it thru and hide it thru but i knw it is impossible to do so....
i end with him on my mom bday and i reali upset...thing happen all sudden i knw i nid to get prepared of it but i could not....i tot i am strong but i am sorry i am not....
i live it thru cis God still concern me and frenz are still care for me.... but i knw i will not b my past strong cos i had wen thru alot and this time another time....i am fragile in love..i scared to love,to care and etc..i am reali fragile for now...i dun dare to do anything for now....
i had prepare a bday surprise for kabi...but aprt of it does not sucess...haih..i am sad of it and i reali upset....i could b come a good planner....thru out the planning i felt tuff cos i actually reali lost...in the middle of preparation on thrusday i got little conflict between my hsemate...we does not fight but she just being to comfortable to throw temper on me...i am being too kind and stupid to let it had happen...i realise it getting worst now...i try to run from thing and try to hide but i knw it can last long..i am prayin thru cos i reali dunno wat can i do to clear it all....
i am glad he is hapi n i am try my best to give wat i can....once again hapi bday....
~you are da best kabi...not nid to say thks...but is reali a blessin...i shud say sorry for not doin tat good...~
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