Wednesday, April 29, 2009

The mix and match of pice and puzzle of life..

Hi readers....
It had been another long time on not blogging again...so so sorry...i had been bz with preparation of exam with kinda stress up...but still strive thru alot...

I had been promise post up but i did not fullfill it...so so sorry..i promise i will do so for the up coming post...

Just live update a little and part of puzzle of my life these few days....
There is alot thing happening thru out with my expectation and it seem to a tuff week...but still thks God for everything cos with HIM i reali do not knw whr to draw strength from....

Well,i admit i am in a relationship...i will tel u tat this relationship is not easy...At the 1st moment i am in i felt tat he is just treat me like a part time gf whr whn he nid me he sms me but whn not he will just leave me alone...tell i felt it thou i kip tellin myself he is buzz with stuff and so on...but than i still cant take the fact...i was reali upset whn found out he drinks and i disappoint on not bothering me...i was reali angry yet upset at the same time..At the moment i reali dunno wat to do i just felt the broke dwn and i felt a moment on rushin on this realtionship and i had done wrong decision..

I had been kip prayin for this relationship...even thou he is not a christian but stil he is God creation...whr God love everyone of us in this world no matter wat u are or wat color u are...without failing i kip paryin i knw thr will b a change in everything we done...tat nite itself i tok to him and i felt ok but thing seem to not tat well after tat...well..i start to think alot again...haiz...but thks God he actually prepared a way out for me...whrone of the nite we spend the whole nite on rising issues which happening thru out and we gettin to knw each other even more then b4...well all glory still goes to HIM...without HIM this thing would not happen....

my relationship with him now are more stable than b4...but then i still nid alot of prayer to cover it...cos prayer make different in our life...^^

well,upcomin thr still 3 more paper on hand which i nid to sit comin sat,mon and tues...i reali pray tat God do give me strenght and knowledge on doin well...i reali nid to study cos at the same time my bf coming dwn to kl..so i bet i had not much time on this and tat..so i nid a good time management....i pray hard for it...Lord pls help me yeah!!!

I guess i will stop here for not and get bck to my study now...thks GOd for everything....
PS:kip prayin for me yeah!!thks...

LOve,
eve_gal

Saturday, April 18, 2009

The continue...Good 2 Great..

Hi everyone..

As i had promise to do my part but sorry for the delay...so so sorry...

Well,this post wll b last day of camp..but the photo will b little random..

the last day of camp we had learn alot of stuff too even we are reali tired...we saw and learn sumthing which all the while we tot it is impossible to happen but guess wat ntg is impossible..just like ntg is impossible with God..

well..i had success poke thru the potato by a straw by one hit and alot ppl had conquerer
their fear whcih all the while in them...well i was reali amazed so those thing had happen...

well...

Now i will let the photo to do some tokin instead of me..:D
~welcome to digi HQ~
after a satisfied dinner yeah!!
we TARCIAN~~me and my commanders..:D
me and my real real boss~~*kennY*
me and my "boss"*kabilan*

we and nice MR.P ps:get to knw him..he is a nice guy...

my team and Mr.p ps:MR.P like to post around...he is a got model

see at the guy..he was lying dwn on the chair...

b4 it bring up to the chair..

*take 2*

*take 3*
sherlyn and few guys....
my team again with MR.P...:D
melissa and buddy with MR.P..:D
we as one sprit,one yellow,one life!!passion!!
woot...straw went thru the potato..:D
lastly...me and robin..:D

After depart from HQ i started to miss the camp and started of think the camp can b extend i will stay....it s reali nice and lovely camp...

Well...
I shall end here...it is too late d..time wont not allow me stay any longer...see ya...
miss u all..

Love,
eve_gal

Sunday, April 12, 2009

a lovely hapi day had turn into a night mare..

Hi everyone...
Had promise u all to blog but i did not keep my promise...i am so sorry..was bz with my project and my final is comin...i was worry..

well, i blog today cos i dunno whr to express out my feelin..i am totally lost again...why i alwiz face tis type of situation..it is my expectation too high??i reali dunno...admit i fall for a person tat is love me...the way he express himself reali felt differently...he sms me everyday so do i...admit i am in love....

i havin high fever which is 39 celcius..
shock off my life.....
but i will recover soon...

yesterday.....
he was bz with assignment....i dunno why i felt uneasy and i reali miss him...i did not knw does he felt the same way toward me...i cant read mind all sudden..i was totally blank..i reali wanna to knw how he felt for me and why does he express tis way..all the while i am strong and i will not fall for anyone thou they come after me....but tis time is totally different..i dunno how to say but reali different....

wat shud i do????
how would i knw he is same think as me???

if we were together......
alot question thou come into my mind...and so on...
but i did not wanted to care much as long i love him and he does so....

dear, i reali love u does u felt it....dun tell me all the while sms tat u express is the love tat u wanted to devoted in???can u tell me???i reali wanna to knw....:'(

ps:sleepless nite...i am death crying....
Love,
eve_gal

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Part 2:good to great???





Hi everyone....i am bck to blog more regarding the camp...As i had promise u all tat i will blog more, sorry for the late update due to project is up and alot of stuff drowning me....

Anyway,not to waste time let go into he camp topic..After the 1st day, we reali had not enuff due to essay we nid to to yesterday nite...lol..alot of ppl hang out at mamak just to finish the essay not oni tat but ot knw ppl more..:D

I and my college mate slept at 4am and woke up at 7.30am....and wake up tat time no water to brush teeth and bath..Its make me felt so so uneasy..but no choice is camp so let enjoy it bah....I went down to the lobby and i wait for my buddy to come dwn at the same time i SMS her...*started to miss buddy* and again start out journey to DIGI HQ again..:D

Let the pic roll>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
in the morning everyone waiting for the bus....thou we are tired..:D

reach DIGI HQ have a light breakfast and start our nice prog...:D
i think tis is lunch kua...not so sure..hahaha...too many food d..*yummy*

dinner time SS little...hahha....very cold actually..*freazzzzzzing*
Let us SS again...:D
*yummy*food...wahh....gone crazy...:D
Take 2*cant wait*
*cheers*have our joy and fun together..:D*tea time*
*yummy*tart cheer...*Yellow Army*
yeah....the *yellow ranger*passionnnn...:D

well..i will continue my blog tomorrow due to time constraints..i really apologize for the inconvenient...i will update all tomorrow...hopefully..:D

PS:pray for me yeah...i felt reali tired...:(

Love,
eve_gal

Friday, April 3, 2009

THe motivational camp!

Hi guys and gal...
I will wan to apologize to u all for not bloging past few week for i am bz with my project and study around... Beside i am bz with some work too..:D

Anyway, i had great day through out even thou i am tired thru out the week but still i am satisfied with wat it is...

1Stly, i am wan to congratz to all YA(DIGI) who had graduated from the marketing event...we had alot of fun on it...even thou it is the last to work together..:D after the whole event i am bck home to studty my tamadun which had test the next day...after the test i went to my lab cls and i receive a call which informin i am the next coming advicer for DIGI in my campus..i was stunt at tat moment and reali speechless..i dunno how to express myself and felt a reali big pressure after all...cos i reali no confidence i can do it and why me???hahaha...after tat all of thing happen which no one knw except God...He knw every single thing tat happen thru out...i wanted to share but i cant *privacy*..

Den thru out the week i kip try to work out my job and decide fairly to choose commander for the new coming year...i hope wat i had decide will not b wrong choice..i trust them and i believe i able to wrk with so i reali hope they will cooperate with me..

On 27th to 29th of mac i went to DIGI Advisor and Commander camp...it was a reali fun and the coolest camp i nvr went b4...after the whole camp i felt reali relize in evrything had happen in the past...i felt like so light and had alot of passion in doing work...even thou this camp we whn thru alot of hard time, not enuff slp,lost voice and etc...but we truly enjoy overall and appreciate every single moment...:D
On the 1st day we reach DIGI HQ abt 7 and den we whn in to the office and it is raining outside...i was stunt by the whole building which make me felt amazed...is like so gigantic company with nice design..while we reach the 1st plc we wanted to go so much is the toilet cos we had stuck in the bus for more than 4 hrs..:''( after the toilet,we depart to the seminar room...at the seminar room we felt reali tired and hungry cos we had no lunch and had stuck in the bus for few hrs..hehe...after register ourselves we located a plc to sit and to our stuff with starving....:D but few minutes later after we say we are starving we whn t had dinner b4 the prog start..we had reali god dinner...reali good and superb dinner which we unexpected so much..thks DIGI....:D

After the delicious dinner we had we visit the whole company and we start our prog by knwing ppl around and have sum short clip which had prepared...den our honourable speaker U2 Kumar came up to start the whole prog..after a short tok he gave we whn to our 1st wrkshop with staring a simple game...

whr tis game actually teach how to cooperate as a team to win a point...den we learn more abt personality thing and we also learn how to care for our buddy...whn they call us to find a buddy which is different campuses i was so so worry abt it cos i reali dunno how find...but Thks God i found one buddy name Sangitha which a reali sweet and nice gal...after knw her we nid to do sumthing which is hard to our buddy which i dun willing want to do but had no choice to follow it..heheh..but thks God she reali understandin person..i felt sorry thou i little ganas at 1st cos the passion coming in me and had motivated me to do thing..:D anyway i had alot of fun thru out the 1st day even it is reali tired..:D after tat we end the whole wrkshop by singing a song and knwing whr we stay and who we stay with...

after derpartring from HQ to the hotel i wanted to bath so much cos its make me felt so so uneasy..hehehe....after tat me and sherlyn went to mamak and join the other in mamak...and me,shaun, sherlyn and another guy whr just knew him at the table which name robin...:D(nice to meet u) we ply "cho dai di"...i was so hapi for kip winning...hahaha...LOL...

den me and sherlyn depart bck to the hotel and do our assignment tat had given out to us....and we wrote till 4 am and depart to slp...tat time reali tired cos we nid to wake up at 7am..:(but still we had fun.....

TO BE CONTINUE>>>>>>>>>
STAY TUNE>>>>>>>>>>


PS:prt will b up soon.....

LOve,
eve_gal