Blessings

We pray for blessings
We pray for peace
Comfort for family, protection while we sleep
We pray for healing, for prosperity
We pray for Your mighty hand to ease our suffering
All the while, You hear each spoken need
Yet love is way too much to give us lesser things

(Chorus)
'Cause what if your blessings come through raindrops
What if Your healing comes through tears
What if the thousand sleepless nights are what it takes to know You're near
What if trials of this life are Your mercies in disguise

We pray for wisdom
Your voice to hear
We cry in anger when we cannot feel You near
We doubt your goodness, we doubt your love
As if every promise from Your Word is not enough
And all the while, You hear each desperate plea
And long that we'd have faith to believe

Chorus

When friends betray us
When darkness seems to win
We know the pain reminds this heart
That this is not, this is not our home

Chorus

What if my greatest disappointments
Or the aching of this life
Is the revealing of a greater thirst this world can't satisfy
What if trials of this life
The rain, the storms, the hardest nights
Are your mercies in disguise

I heard this song when i was in office working...Tis song reali touch me....I recall thru out the journey bck to feb and hw i have been thru with it.....Thru out tis 3 mth i have been in a truly disaste and learn how to choose my own life as well as my future..I been doubting and confuse in a period as too many thing are unexpected to happen. All this started whn i 1st enter into deloitte for training where everything does not goes smoothly..1stly are my rented house issue whr i have irresponsible tenant and more problem kip cuming up...which i reali have to find way to face it....after the issues for rented house...i got a unreasonable boss and sarcastic him...

Follow up my relationship have suddenly broken into piece without a valid reason...Slowly everything from up turn down to zero base...I whn into worst deep emotion...I even think leave tis placeses just lidat...But after all i re-think that He will alwiz faithful to me and He will work our sumthing in my life...Everday and every week went by with up and dwn....I take it to fight over all and i reali want to thank God that i had get over stages to stages...

He its great cos everything are work in a way to give us a great outcome...=D

Be thou my vision

Be Thou my vision, O Lord of my heart;
Naught be all else to me, save that Thou art.
Thou my best thought, by day or by night,
Waking or sleeping, Thy presence my light.

2. Be Thou my Wisdom, Thou my true Word;
I ever with Thee, Thou with me, Lord;
Thou my great Father, I thy true son;
Thou in me dwelling, and I with Thee one.

3. Be Thou my battle-shield, sword for my fight,
Be Thou my dignity, Thou my delight.
Thou my soul's shelter, Thou my high tower.
Raise Thou me heavenward, O Power of my power.

4. Riches I heed not, nor man's empty praise,
Thou mine inheritance, now and always:
Thou and Thou only, first in my heart,
High King of heaven, my Treasure Thou art.

5. High King of heaven, my victory won,
May I reach heaven's joys, O bright heav'ns Son!
Heart of my own heart, whatever befall,
Still be my vision, O ruler of all.

There is alwiz up and down in life we have to go thru but God its faithful where He will not leave u alone....At time i reali feel i am far away from God's distance and suddenly i feel i am lost...Time getting closer each and everyday~~~and what have i done in my life and what i have done for our Saviour??

This song reali touch me and wake me up....make me feel warm in His embrace....

Father,at time in life i know i have do wrong....i alwiz expect so many thing in my expectation but not Urs....I am sorry and i confession every single thing into Ur mighty Hand...U are gracious to me Father....I nid u in life more than everything around tis earthly place....Father, i also wan to surrender sum1 into ur mighty hand..I pray for u kind guidance to show the right path....anointed this person with Ur holy sprit and let this person knw how important and precious to have U in life...i continue pray and ask in thy name Father.....In Jesus Most precious name i pray...Amen...

the blossom day~~~~~

I am glad and hapi as i can go back home liao.....YEAH~~~but on other hand i going to miss sum1 alot....^^

All this day i been bz-ing on assignment and coursework that coming up....after all i feel a little bit relax till today but i gotta get to worried about my result lu.....

Result is cumin out soon kinda worried for PM now as the result expected by out lecture its below then the expectation....herm~~~wondering how much will my CW be????

SO fast time passes and we are in week 9 liao...T.T i still got 2 CW test and 1 assignment to complete the whole sem b4 goin to final....haih...

Beside that, i kinda worried about my internship job too...my daddy say that EY company had full employment liao....T.T sob sob~~~how wor???till today i am still waiting for 3 more company to reply me...herm~~~~

Should i start send out my other 3 application????shud i????herm...What a tuff decision i had in mind.....@.@

PS:i am so worried and i am praying hard that my prayer will be answer~~~Father,sorry for what i have done in my life and i might be a disobedient child to u...but i ask for repentant and forgiveness in UR name as well as i nid ur guidance to live a life like u O Lord....pls be with me and purify me with Ur blood...In Jesus Name i pray, AMen~~~

congratulation darling~~~

So fast its a friday again and another week gone just lidat.....currently its week 8 and time reali passing very fast cos week 9 its coming....last assignment dateline soon...oh no~~~~i did not even know how to start write tis assignment...i need guidance from God....Daddy...pls help me...:D

Thru out tis days,i feeling bad and would wanted to apologize to Daddy so much....sori for not being an obedient child...and i knw tat i shud not blame thing and push away my guiltiness to make myself betta off..Hence, a big apologize to You Daddy...forgive me as i change myself each day to be like You...=D

I also wan to say thank you Daddy for being such a great provider...i am super happy as i been told by my darling that he got his internship job...i am so thankful and praise the Lord that he had took away my worried...^^

darling also tell me tat he is scared and worried tat he could not cope in his internship...hmm...well,darling dun worried abt internship...i knw u can do it well cos u have the potential to be outstanding...jia you ya darling....*hugs*

PS:once again darling,congratz for getting your internship job and i am so proud of u...keep it up darling and make sure u do well in ur internship...dear dear love u and will alwiz support darling no matter wat happen...*hugs* ^^

The greatest love

Today, wake up...my tummy ache...T.T i feel so so sick but i still nid to drag myself to clean up the house and study my test...i kinda worried abt my test but i think and believe i can make it thru....^^

Even i am in that condition but i feel great cos i recall wat darling told me yesterday that its so lovely to me....i am glad that u feel han fuk not oni bcos u have u lovely family but to have me too....=) thank you darling for putting me in ur heart...*hehe* Thank you darling for loving me from the bottom of my heart....i feel so warm cos u have love me so much...*hugs*

I also feel warm today cos darling take care and concern abt me even i have tummy ache....thank you darling for tell me wat to do whn i am tummy ache and take care of me so much...I love u Darling.....^^

Anyway,wish we all have a great blessed test tomorrow and hope that we all do well in it....^^
Darling...jia you jia you in exam ya....love u much much.....*hugs*

PS:i am missing u...^^

hapi hapi day~~

verse 1
Everytime I leave to head out on the road
I wanna take you with me to save me from the cold
No matter where I go wrong
you'll be there to turn it into right
I will love you every moment of my life

When I'm on an airplane, flyin' cross the sky
I know you're on a trainride, stations passin' by
No matter what the signs say
However in my mind you are by my side
I will love you every moment of my life

Bridge:
everyone misses something
And I know time changes everything
All the love that you have to give
you should give just as lost as you're holding that someone

Verse 2:
I'd travel cross the great lakes to get to where you are
and even if forever wouldn't be too far
so baby when you asked me
to be the leading lady by your side
I promised to love you every moment of my life

I am so hapi yesterday....my darling sing song to me and suddenly felt that he actually do have talent and sounded like aka JJ Lin....LOL

I feel so touch...cos this its the 1st time he sing to me...lol...i will waiting for the one day arrived for him to ply piano to me....=)
I truly feel so thankful to have him...cos he being with me whn i am lonely and alone...even its late and might been questioned by his family he also willing to stay bck with me...T.T (suddenly feel i am so bad) hehe....in the car we were discussing abt food and food.. he told me tat his hse area thr got alot of nice food....but hor nvr bring me go thr eat de...lol...but after that he promised me tat he will bring me go eat thr...=) he also promise me tat he will bring me go 'little genting' aka lookout point...hehehe i told him tat i wan to go to bkt tinggi too...and he also promised jor...lol...*sweet* but sem break la...hahahha *sori darling, for havin me so demanding* XD

Yesterday, we whn out makan dinner together...feel so great~~we whn to a restaurant to makan cos i told him i miss home and i hope to eat sumthing tat got home feel..i also told him tat i wan to eat fish so much...lol so we whn to the restaurant and eat fish plus vege....heheh

At the moment of eating i feel so touch and sweet...i feel i being pamper by him so much...^^

Thanks darling...I will appreciate every moment of u & i will love u every moment of my life....

thanks for ur love darling~~

Thank you darling for loving me thru out this 2 month and 9 days...even within thru out this period we did go thru tuff time tat seriously worst but thank you for being sensible and understandable on dealing up the problem....

Once again~~thank you darling for being with me alwiz even it is good or bad...i am touch tat u have been alwiz support me and being with me...u reali have been a great bf...

Thank you for letting me feel the sense of security once again...Thanks for no letting me down again...

Below are a little poem for u darling~~

All my life
I’ve been in the rain
Till you came and brought me sunshine
You turned my lonely nights into happy days
And I found love in your little loving ways.

Life has never been that easy
But you were there, behind me all the way
Somehow you always find a way to make me smile
And everything just seems to turned out right.

Thank you for the good times
Thank you for those memories
Thank you for coming into my life
And thank you so much for loving me.

You changed my life the day we met
I never felt your love was needed
You always believe in the things I say and do;
And I don’t know how I would have made it without you.