Blessings

We pray for blessings
We pray for peace
Comfort for family, protection while we sleep
We pray for healing, for prosperity
We pray for Your mighty hand to ease our suffering
All the while, You hear each spoken need
Yet love is way too much to give us lesser things

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'Cause what if your blessings come through raindrops
What if Your healing comes through tears
What if the thousand sleepless nights are what it takes to know You're near
What if trials of this life are Your mercies in disguise

We pray for wisdom
Your voice to hear
We cry in anger when we cannot feel You near
We doubt your goodness, we doubt your love
As if every promise from Your Word is not enough
And all the while, You hear each desperate plea
And long that we'd have faith to believe

Chorus

When friends betray us
When darkness seems to win
We know the pain reminds this heart
That this is not, this is not our home

Chorus

What if my greatest disappointments
Or the aching of this life
Is the revealing of a greater thirst this world can't satisfy
What if trials of this life
The rain, the storms, the hardest nights
Are your mercies in disguise

I heard this song when i was in office working...Tis song reali touch me....I recall thru out the journey bck to feb and hw i have been thru with it.....Thru out tis 3 mth i have been in a truly disaste and learn how to choose my own life as well as my future..I been doubting and confuse in a period as too many thing are unexpected to happen. All this started whn i 1st enter into deloitte for training where everything does not goes smoothly..1stly are my rented house issue whr i have irresponsible tenant and more problem kip cuming up...which i reali have to find way to face it....after the issues for rented house...i got a unreasonable boss and sarcastic him...

Follow up my relationship have suddenly broken into piece without a valid reason...Slowly everything from up turn down to zero base...I whn into worst deep emotion...I even think leave tis placeses just lidat...But after all i re-think that He will alwiz faithful to me and He will work our sumthing in my life...Everday and every week went by with up and dwn....I take it to fight over all and i reali want to thank God that i had get over stages to stages...

He its great cos everything are work in a way to give us a great outcome...=D

the blossom day~~~~~

I am glad and hapi as i can go back home liao.....YEAH~~~but on other hand i going to miss sum1 alot....^^

All this day i been bz-ing on assignment and coursework that coming up....after all i feel a little bit relax till today but i gotta get to worried about my result lu.....

Result is cumin out soon kinda worried for PM now as the result expected by out lecture its below then the expectation....herm~~~wondering how much will my CW be????

SO fast time passes and we are in week 9 liao...T.T i still got 2 CW test and 1 assignment to complete the whole sem b4 goin to final....haih...

Beside that, i kinda worried about my internship job too...my daddy say that EY company had full employment liao....T.T sob sob~~~how wor???till today i am still waiting for 3 more company to reply me...herm~~~~

Should i start send out my other 3 application????shud i????herm...What a tuff decision i had in mind.....@.@

PS:i am so worried and i am praying hard that my prayer will be answer~~~Father,sorry for what i have done in my life and i might be a disobedient child to u...but i ask for repentant and forgiveness in UR name as well as i nid ur guidance to live a life like u O Lord....pls be with me and purify me with Ur blood...In Jesus Name i pray, AMen~~~