Blessings

We pray for blessings
We pray for peace
Comfort for family, protection while we sleep
We pray for healing, for prosperity
We pray for Your mighty hand to ease our suffering
All the while, You hear each spoken need
Yet love is way too much to give us lesser things

(Chorus)
'Cause what if your blessings come through raindrops
What if Your healing comes through tears
What if the thousand sleepless nights are what it takes to know You're near
What if trials of this life are Your mercies in disguise

We pray for wisdom
Your voice to hear
We cry in anger when we cannot feel You near
We doubt your goodness, we doubt your love
As if every promise from Your Word is not enough
And all the while, You hear each desperate plea
And long that we'd have faith to believe

Chorus

When friends betray us
When darkness seems to win
We know the pain reminds this heart
That this is not, this is not our home

Chorus

What if my greatest disappointments
Or the aching of this life
Is the revealing of a greater thirst this world can't satisfy
What if trials of this life
The rain, the storms, the hardest nights
Are your mercies in disguise

I heard this song when i was in office working...Tis song reali touch me....I recall thru out the journey bck to feb and hw i have been thru with it.....Thru out tis 3 mth i have been in a truly disaste and learn how to choose my own life as well as my future..I been doubting and confuse in a period as too many thing are unexpected to happen. All this started whn i 1st enter into deloitte for training where everything does not goes smoothly..1stly are my rented house issue whr i have irresponsible tenant and more problem kip cuming up...which i reali have to find way to face it....after the issues for rented house...i got a unreasonable boss and sarcastic him...

Follow up my relationship have suddenly broken into piece without a valid reason...Slowly everything from up turn down to zero base...I whn into worst deep emotion...I even think leave tis placeses just lidat...But after all i re-think that He will alwiz faithful to me and He will work our sumthing in my life...Everday and every week went by with up and dwn....I take it to fight over all and i reali want to thank God that i had get over stages to stages...

He its great cos everything are work in a way to give us a great outcome...=D

The mix and match of pice and puzzle of life..

Hi readers....
It had been another long time on not blogging again...so so sorry...i had been bz with preparation of exam with kinda stress up...but still strive thru alot...

I had been promise post up but i did not fullfill it...so so sorry..i promise i will do so for the up coming post...

Just live update a little and part of puzzle of my life these few days....
There is alot thing happening thru out with my expectation and it seem to a tuff week...but still thks God for everything cos with HIM i reali do not knw whr to draw strength from....

Well,i admit i am in a relationship...i will tel u tat this relationship is not easy...At the 1st moment i am in i felt tat he is just treat me like a part time gf whr whn he nid me he sms me but whn not he will just leave me alone...tell i felt it thou i kip tellin myself he is buzz with stuff and so on...but than i still cant take the fact...i was reali upset whn found out he drinks and i disappoint on not bothering me...i was reali angry yet upset at the same time..At the moment i reali dunno wat to do i just felt the broke dwn and i felt a moment on rushin on this realtionship and i had done wrong decision..

I had been kip prayin for this relationship...even thou he is not a christian but stil he is God creation...whr God love everyone of us in this world no matter wat u are or wat color u are...without failing i kip paryin i knw thr will b a change in everything we done...tat nite itself i tok to him and i felt ok but thing seem to not tat well after tat...well..i start to think alot again...haiz...but thks God he actually prepared a way out for me...whrone of the nite we spend the whole nite on rising issues which happening thru out and we gettin to knw each other even more then b4...well all glory still goes to HIM...without HIM this thing would not happen....

my relationship with him now are more stable than b4...but then i still nid alot of prayer to cover it...cos prayer make different in our life...^^

well,upcomin thr still 3 more paper on hand which i nid to sit comin sat,mon and tues...i reali pray tat God do give me strenght and knowledge on doin well...i reali nid to study cos at the same time my bf coming dwn to kl..so i bet i had not much time on this and tat..so i nid a good time management....i pray hard for it...Lord pls help me yeah!!!

I guess i will stop here for not and get bck to my study now...thks GOd for everything....
PS:kip prayin for me yeah!!thks...

LOve,
eve_gal

Part 2:good to great???

Hi everyone....i am bck to blog more regarding the camp...As i had promise u all tat i will blog more, sorry for the late update due to project is up and alot of stuff drowning me....

Anyway,not to waste time let go into he camp topic..After the 1st day, we reali had not enuff due to essay we nid to to yesterday nite...lol..alot of ppl hang out at mamak just to finish the essay not oni tat but ot knw ppl more..:D

I and my college mate slept at 4am and woke up at 7.30am....and wake up tat time no water to brush teeth and bath..Its make me felt so so uneasy..but no choice is camp so let enjoy it bah....I went down to the lobby and i wait for my buddy to come dwn at the same time i SMS her...*started to miss buddy* and again start out journey to DIGI HQ again..:D

Let the pic roll>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

in the morning everyone waiting for the bus....thou we are tired..:D

reach DIGI HQ have a light breakfast and start our nice prog...:D

i think tis is lunch kua...not so sure..hahaha...too many food d..*yummy*

dinner time SS little...hahha....very cold actually..*freazzzzzzing*

Let us SS again...:D

*yummy*food...wahh....gone crazy...:D

Take 2*cant wait*

*cheers*have our joy and fun together..:D*tea time*

*yummy*tart cheer...*Yellow Army*

yeah....the *yellow ranger*passionnnn...:D

well..i will continue my blog tomorrow due to time constraints..i really apologize for the inconvenient...i will update all tomorrow...hopefully..:D

PS:pray for me yeah...i felt reali tired...:(

Love,

eve_gal

THe motivational camp!

Hi guys and gal...
I will wan to apologize to u all for not bloging past few week for i am bz with my project and study around... Beside i am bz with some work too..:D

Anyway, i had great day through out even thou i am tired thru out the week but still i am satisfied with wat it is...

1Stly, i am wan to congratz to all YA(DIGI) who had graduated from the marketing event...we had alot of fun on it...even thou it is the last to work together..:D after the whole event i am bck home to studty my tamadun which had test the next day...after the test i went to my lab cls and i receive a call which informin i am the next coming advicer for DIGI in my campus..i was stunt at tat moment and reali speechless..i dunno how to express myself and felt a reali big pressure after all...cos i reali no confidence i can do it and why me???hahaha...after tat all of thing happen which no one knw except God...He knw every single thing tat happen thru out...i wanted to share but i cant *privacy*..

Den thru out the week i kip try to work out my job and decide fairly to choose commander for the new coming year...i hope wat i had decide will not b wrong choice..i trust them and i believe i able to wrk with so i reali hope they will cooperate with me..

On 27th to 29th of mac i went to DIGI Advisor and Commander camp...it was a reali fun and the coolest camp i nvr went b4...after the whole camp i felt reali relize in evrything had happen in the past...i felt like so light and had alot of passion in doing work...even thou this camp we whn thru alot of hard time, not enuff slp,lost voice and etc...but we truly enjoy overall and appreciate every single moment...:D
On the 1st day we reach DIGI HQ abt 7 and den we whn in to the office and it is raining outside...i was stunt by the whole building which make me felt amazed...is like so gigantic company with nice design..while we reach the 1st plc we wanted to go so much is the toilet cos we had stuck in the bus for more than 4 hrs..:''( after the toilet,we depart to the seminar room...at the seminar room we felt reali tired and hungry cos we had no lunch and had stuck in the bus for few hrs..hehe...after register ourselves we located a plc to sit and to our stuff with starving....:D but few minutes later after we say we are starving we whn t had dinner b4 the prog start..we had reali god dinner...reali good and superb dinner which we unexpected so much..thks DIGI....:D

After the delicious dinner we had we visit the whole company and we start our prog by knwing ppl around and have sum short clip which had prepared...den our honourable speaker U2 Kumar came up to start the whole prog..after a short tok he gave we whn to our 1st wrkshop with staring a simple game...

whr tis game actually teach how to cooperate as a team to win a point...den we learn more abt personality thing and we also learn how to care for our buddy...whn they call us to find a buddy which is different campuses i was so so worry abt it cos i reali dunno how find...but Thks God i found one buddy name Sangitha which a reali sweet and nice gal...after knw her we nid to do sumthing which is hard to our buddy which i dun willing want to do but had no choice to follow it..heheh..but thks God she reali understandin person..i felt sorry thou i little ganas at 1st cos the passion coming in me and had motivated me to do thing..:D anyway i had alot of fun thru out the 1st day even it is reali tired..:D after tat we end the whole wrkshop by singing a song and knwing whr we stay and who we stay with...

after derpartring from HQ to the hotel i wanted to bath so much cos its make me felt so so uneasy..hehehe....after tat me and sherlyn went to mamak and join the other in mamak...and me,shaun, sherlyn and another guy whr just knew him at the table which name robin...:D(nice to meet u) we ply "cho dai di"...i was so hapi for kip winning...hahaha...LOL...

den me and sherlyn depart bck to the hotel and do our assignment tat had given out to us....and we wrote till 4 am and depart to slp...tat time reali tired cos we nid to wake up at 7am..:(but still we had fun.....

TO BE CONTINUE>>>>>>>>>
STAY TUNE>>>>>>>>>>

PS:prt will b up soon.....

LOve,
eve_gal

sleepless night!!

Sleepless Night

The light goes out and silence comes in
Everything is quiet.... but that's just appearance.
I lay there and close my eyes..and felt the night will not be good..
I try to sleep and nothing else
I'm just confused and sad.... turning to and fro
My eyelids are heavy, my head needs to calm down
....only my heart seems to fight against my sleep

Weird thoughts kip coming in and destroyed feelings fly around
Why is sleeping at the moment so difficult?
Trying not to think about.... but it seem i couldn't control..
What shall i do at this moment itself???

The raindrops become sad...
And my feelings are so hopeless...
nothing i can do just to find back my peaceful sleep..
Only way to deal with my sleepless night is to clear up my situation..
That discomfort me so much..

hey guys and gal...how you all have been doin nowadays??exam is around the corner...so how preparation coming up??good??well...my preparation was ok..i will not say it is good bcos i kind of worry for it but i knw i just need to surrender to God..

Past few days i have been buzz on my exam preparation and yesterday i went to timesquare to meet up sum1...the meeting up was great and had alot of fun and joyment on meeting up,listenin and chattin...eventhou is short but was still great...but i felt sorry tat i had wasted thier time on temaning me...Sorry!!

Yesterday i had study till 5am and i nvr get to sleep tight at all..i dunno why but.....hmm...tis morning i wake up and i went to class but i just felt so tired and weak ..i try to sleep but i could not...haiz...

I worry abt my mom's medical result...well..i could not do much to recover her but i can only trust in Him and kip prayin..i knw that miracles will have so continue trust in Him and have faith la den..{mummy i will kip prayin for u and God love u...i knw He will heal u...^^i love u mummy!!muakss n hugss!!}

I think i will stop here for now cos i seem had no mood to write on i also did not knw wat i witting too..i bet i shud get some rest....take care everyone...love u all...XOXO...all the best!!


LOve,
eve_gal

New year; new beginning..

Hey everyone...how u all have been done??time is just like the sea wave where it swap away 2008 and bring 2009 to this moment...so welcome lovely 2009...well,how was everyone celebration of new year???had alot of fun?enjoyment?happy?lonely?sad?lovely?or???

i tot my celebration will be bored and lonely..at tat time itself i had decided just go to church only but i did not expected everything seem like had planned by God and i just felt like its like His way....^^..at tat early morning and tat day itself i actually undecided to go because i actually had to place to go...at tat nite itself actually had decided with my answer but it still is a shaky answer to provide bcos i still dunno how to tell the gal i will b away...but i was so surprise tat she SMS me say tat she is not going and more prefer just celebrate with her family and frenz around...at tat moment i knew my ans can b provided to my housemate...so new year actually i celebrate with my housemate and some christian houses mate at klang....

tok abt klang...well,i will say it is a factory area and the road sometimes is reali bz..it is also a plc tat famous with 'bah kut teh'...haha..klang is not the 1st time i visit which tis will b my second time....tat day itself we went to church and attended the activity tat had provided...tat nite itself we actually wanted to celebrate at cafer but unlucky all cafe are fully book and its full with ppl...so we decided just celebrate at my housemate plc but spontaneously we had celebrate at mamak stall...haha...intersting yeah!!well..eventhou is mamak but it is blessed tat we actually can celebrate thr...^^tat time are reali near to 12 d and few minutes later we countdown together...haha...(around ppl was lookin at us)

tat nite everyone slept very late and everyone is havin its own fun...sum are chattin and sum are plying card,sum is plying with sequence, and sum oredi slept..haha....well..admit it i slept very late which i slept at 5...and the next day nid to wake up at 9 to go to church...but thks God i am noot sleepy at service....hehe...after tat we went to 'bah kut teh'.....i still felt malacca nicer haha....(sori klang ppl)^^..and we head for little shoppin at JJ thr...after tat we heading bck to TBR...at tat time is oredi dinner time d...everyone are so tired...well,i tot come bck home i will sleep but i did not...huh..and tat time i was preparing my dinner and after everything i start my study till 2 something and slept...well is seem the day is so short and pack with activity...haha...well, to those who celebrate alone is ok...anyhow, u are not alone alwiz cause thr is sumone much more special with u alwiz and had celebrated with u alwiz....try to guess who la!!XD...

it is late now...i guess i better get some rest...u all too yeah!!have a great day ahead on 2009!!have fun!!GBU all!!~xoxo~

LOve,
eve_gal

A reminder day of Him.....

Hey....here are the continue of the previous blog tat i promise...tok abt spore...i wanted to go for so long now i had the opportunity d...at JB i met my old frenz name jeremy...so surprise to meet him thr...i tok to him a while and started to tok and chat for a while...i was askin abt spore...cos he went to spore yesterday...just kinda worry tat spore will disappoint me dueto recession and inflation...and no company had income to spend just to deco spore....but thks God so much tat spore did not disappointed me....:)...below all this picture are showing the departing to spore...we do not drive go instead sit public transport to there..our car park at my relative hse and tot my relative will fetch us go but no one at home so they call taxi to drive us there....few minutes later we reach the CIQ(Customs, Immigration and Quarantine) to check in to cross over spore....now,i wil let the picture to do the tokin yeah!!!^^ here we go-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------->

1st reach the CIQ

walkin to cross over to check*tired*

the lane to check in and sit bus to woodland..

inside CIQ d....the deco inside the building!!

now to check in to the imigresen!!

the departure...#sorry the picture is blur#

goin to take bus to cross to spore d!!yuppie!!

to the platform to take bus!!

this is whr bus stop..picture show the place name "Gerbang Selatan Bersepadu"

hahah!!in the bus..this is the bus ticket...

the bus window stated No passport?please alight before reaching the checkpoint..

the view whr on the way to checkpoint...my bro in the pic...haha...

the view..tooken in bus..

view view....
well...reach the checkpoint i could not take any pic bcos is go against the law cos spore is reali strict with those legal stuff...so sorry could not show u lo....after the checkpoint we pass through woodland till reach to kerenji....the MRT station..den we took the MRT to orchard to check in hotel over spore...few picture below are the 1st place tat i reach....

orchard road...JW Marriott hotel...no $$ to stay thr...XD

while waiting my sis took some pic...
after a while we go to the hotel room..we was stayin at york hotel...i nvr take pic of the hotel...XD...after a while i decided to find my frenz whose stay at spore....hehe...jason i comin to meet u......haha...holly i am coming....weweweweewewe.....XD

me and jason's sis.....she is nice...

me and holly....bcome great pal after knw each other...

some view at orchard.....

orchard road feel full with flower car...this is on of it....done by methodist church!!*cheer*

peter in the ship(fisherman scene)......

fisherman catch some fish...the man at the was play instrument...

same as above..i think is horn instrutment!!

second flower car abt nation are rejoicing for He is born...

sheep sheep.....bababababababab...

the big shining star....

look there is few dove inside....

the angle rejoicing for He is born...

one of he deco outside the shoppin mall....

shop deco christmas tree...specail of it using bear....

i want those bear..look cute..so a great tree...hope got ppl does same for me....XD

those are care bear.......nice and cute bear....haha....me and one of the orange care bear!!

shoes shoes shoes!!!pinky!!!(well,dun misunderstand yeah i not the shoes seller....XD)
after having fun with my frens...i went to meet up my family and go bck to hotel to clean up myself b4 continue enjoy.....:)...i bet at nite the whole street will be more nicer and beautifull...:)....after a while......we were out...look those picture..how beautifull are the place is>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

love love..God is love...make us in love with Him....

joseph and mary....nice nice....

the dove.......:)^^

angle glorified His name...Amen...

shepherd!!our God....our saviour...

one of the plaza...i nvr went in la...XD

the wise was search the bright shining stars....

ribbon...big,beautiful and nice...

all nation for He is born.....Amen...

the fishermen scene again....

everyone is crowded around for He is Born...

Amen....He give richly and all things to enjoy...

nice deco...wonderful!!

with God all things are possible...Amen....

tangs..shoppin mall...is blessed by God...the bos wrote thr all glory to Him...

christmas season....they havin line dancing...sporean like....

same picture as one of above...with God all this possible...

wat the hottest news??check it the below pic u will knw...

ppl are askin around...

all inns are full where the baby goin to born???

mary,joseph and inn keeper....

the list of church tat deco....thks alot....all glory to Him...

good news good news.....come listen the good news....

the baby has born...the baby will b name *Jesus*...

follow the stars u will see the baby tat lay in the manger...

the wise are searchin for the stars...

cupcake....giant cupcake....nice...

water foundtain...merry chritsmas....

alot of ppl....nice deco...

another giant cupcake...

merry christmas....swee christmas is the theme for spore...

the end of deco....merry christmas once again...
after walkin through out the road i am truly tired...huh...reali...walk here and thr and was waitin fo my uncle to meet us up....while waitin everyone was starving.....hmm...few hour later we havin our dinner.....yummY!!
picture of food tat we ate.....few nia....
****************************************************************************************

korean hotplate rice...yummy...my food...nice....

japanese food....my avourite but i can eat so many stuff...haha...my sis dinner...

sis's bf korean mee....seafood mee!!yummy!!

my bro dinner also korean....hotplate beef!!
after the great dinner...it was late and everyone is tired...hence we walk bck to the hotel at the hill....hmm...reach hotel is already 11 something....huh...gah...super tired but i nid to stay awake to do some study....hehe...whn i reach hotel i took some pic with bear bear....haha...my gift from jason...thks alot i love it so much.....muacksss....here are those pic
##############################################################

me and browny bear....cute...

again me and cute bear...

bear bear....love!

adorable....thks jason...

the bear and tortise....

pic with bear in fornt of mirror...poser...cute!!

after a long day continue my study b4 i sleep.....whn clock turn 1 something i went to slp.....hehe.....tat all for my 2nd day at spore....XD....love Spore....XD....i will continue my blog tomorrow...tired d.....adioz...^^

Love<3,
eve_gal