THe motivational camp!

Hi guys and gal...
I will wan to apologize to u all for not bloging past few week for i am bz with my project and study around... Beside i am bz with some work too..:D

Anyway, i had great day through out even thou i am tired thru out the week but still i am satisfied with wat it is...

1Stly, i am wan to congratz to all YA(DIGI) who had graduated from the marketing event...we had alot of fun on it...even thou it is the last to work together..:D after the whole event i am bck home to studty my tamadun which had test the next day...after the test i went to my lab cls and i receive a call which informin i am the next coming advicer for DIGI in my campus..i was stunt at tat moment and reali speechless..i dunno how to express myself and felt a reali big pressure after all...cos i reali no confidence i can do it and why me???hahaha...after tat all of thing happen which no one knw except God...He knw every single thing tat happen thru out...i wanted to share but i cant *privacy*..

Den thru out the week i kip try to work out my job and decide fairly to choose commander for the new coming year...i hope wat i had decide will not b wrong choice..i trust them and i believe i able to wrk with so i reali hope they will cooperate with me..

On 27th to 29th of mac i went to DIGI Advisor and Commander camp...it was a reali fun and the coolest camp i nvr went b4...after the whole camp i felt reali relize in evrything had happen in the past...i felt like so light and had alot of passion in doing work...even thou this camp we whn thru alot of hard time, not enuff slp,lost voice and etc...but we truly enjoy overall and appreciate every single moment...:D
On the 1st day we reach DIGI HQ abt 7 and den we whn in to the office and it is raining outside...i was stunt by the whole building which make me felt amazed...is like so gigantic company with nice design..while we reach the 1st plc we wanted to go so much is the toilet cos we had stuck in the bus for more than 4 hrs..:''( after the toilet,we depart to the seminar room...at the seminar room we felt reali tired and hungry cos we had no lunch and had stuck in the bus for few hrs..hehe...after register ourselves we located a plc to sit and to our stuff with starving....:D but few minutes later after we say we are starving we whn t had dinner b4 the prog start..we had reali god dinner...reali good and superb dinner which we unexpected so much..thks DIGI....:D

After the delicious dinner we had we visit the whole company and we start our prog by knwing ppl around and have sum short clip which had prepared...den our honourable speaker U2 Kumar came up to start the whole prog..after a short tok he gave we whn to our 1st wrkshop with staring a simple game...

whr tis game actually teach how to cooperate as a team to win a point...den we learn more abt personality thing and we also learn how to care for our buddy...whn they call us to find a buddy which is different campuses i was so so worry abt it cos i reali dunno how find...but Thks God i found one buddy name Sangitha which a reali sweet and nice gal...after knw her we nid to do sumthing which is hard to our buddy which i dun willing want to do but had no choice to follow it..heheh..but thks God she reali understandin person..i felt sorry thou i little ganas at 1st cos the passion coming in me and had motivated me to do thing..:D anyway i had alot of fun thru out the 1st day even it is reali tired..:D after tat we end the whole wrkshop by singing a song and knwing whr we stay and who we stay with...

after derpartring from HQ to the hotel i wanted to bath so much cos its make me felt so so uneasy..hehehe....after tat me and sherlyn went to mamak and join the other in mamak...and me,shaun, sherlyn and another guy whr just knew him at the table which name robin...:D(nice to meet u) we ply "cho dai di"...i was so hapi for kip winning...hahaha...LOL...

den me and sherlyn depart bck to the hotel and do our assignment tat had given out to us....and we wrote till 4 am and depart to slp...tat time reali tired cos we nid to wake up at 7am..:(but still we had fun.....

TO BE CONTINUE>>>>>>>>>
STAY TUNE>>>>>>>>>>

PS:prt will b up soon.....

LOve,
eve_gal

It is well with my soul....

When peace, like a river, attendeth my way,
When sorrows like sea billows roll;
Whatever my lot, Thou has taught me to say,
It is well, it is well, with my soul.

Refrain:
It is well, with my soul,
It is well, it is well, with my soul.

Though Satan should buffet, though trials should come,
Let this blest assurance control,
That Christ has regarded my helpless estate,
And hath shed His own blood for my soul.

My sin, oh, the bliss of this glorious thought!
My sin, not in part but the whole,
Is nailed to the cross, and I bear it no more,
Praise the Lord, praise the Lord, O my soul!

And Lord, haste the day when the faith shall be sight,
The clouds be rolled back as a scroll;
The trump shall resound, and the Lord shall descend,
Even so, it is well with my soul.

There is story about this song which reali make me shock out my life.. Every time listen to this song i felt that the writer had reali strong faith and he able to stand strong on any storm tat come his way...

Well,let me share the story abt this song and the writer...
Here we go>>>>>

Spafford was born on October 20, 1828 in North Troy, New York. He was a successful lawyer in Chicago who maintained a keen interest in Christian activities, deeply spiritual and devoted to the scriptures.

Sometime in 1871, there is a fire in Chicago heavily devastated the city, and the months before that Spafford had invested hugely in real estate by the shore of Lake Michigan. The disaster greatly wiped out his holdings. But before the fire, Spafford also experienced the loss of his son named Horatio at his age of four years due to scarlet fever.

Two years after the fire, Horatio Spafford planned a trip to Europe for him and his family(anna-wife[Anna Larssen, later Americanized to Lawson, was born in Stavanger, Norway, in 1842. Horatio was immediately attracted by Anna's beauty and intelligence when she attended his Sunday school class in Chicago. When Horatio realized that Anna, fourteen years younger than he, was only fifteen, he arranged for three years tuition at a boarding school near Chicago before the idea of marriage could be discussed. The couple married in 1861.] ; daughther-Annie, Maggie, Bessie, and Tanetta). He wanted a rest for his wife and four daughters, and also to assist Moody and Sankey in one of their evangelistic campaigns in Great Britain. He was not meant to travel with his family. The day in November they were due to depart, Spafford had a last minute business transaction and had to stay behind in Chicago. Nevertheless, he still sent his wife and four daughters to travel as scheduled on the S.S. Ville du Havre, expecting to follow in a few days. On November 22, the ship laden with his wife and daughters was struck by the Lockhearn, an English vessel, and sank in few minutes.

After the survivors were finally landed somewhere at Cardiff, Wales, Spafford's wife cabled her husband with two simple words, "Saved alone." After receiving Anna's telegram, Horatio immediately left Chicago to bring his wife home. On the Atlantic crossing, the captain of his ship called Horatio to his cabin to tell him that they were passing over the spot where his four daughters had perished. He wrote to Rachel, his wife's half-sister, "On Thursday last we passed over the spot where she went down, in mid-ocean, the waters three miles deep. But I do not think of our dear ones there. They are safe, folded, the dear lambs." And at the same time he wrote this most poignant text so significantly descriptive of his own personal grief – "When sorrows like sea billows roll..." The hymn "It is Well with My Soul" was born.

It is noteworthy that Horatio Spafford did not dwell on the theme of life's sorrows and trials, instead, focused in the third stanza on the redemptive work of Christ, and in the fourth verse, anticipates His glorious second coming.

"My sin, oh, the bliss of this glorious thought!
My sin, not in part but the whole,
Is nailed to the cross, and I bear it no more,
Praise the Lord, praise the Lord, O my soul!

And Lord, haste the day when the faith shall be sight,
The clouds be rolled back as a scroll;
The trump shall resound, and the Lord shall descend,
Even so, it is well with my soul."

~THE END~

So after the story abt these song...how everyone felt??does u felt poignant on thing had happen all this while??why every time we face dilemma we enable to strong on our own feet??does we felt ashamed after knowing how does the writer go thru his life without broking down..Wat shud we do on gaining back all the strength and faith for our self??how shud we move on even thr is stumbling block stopping us to move??

I will leave those question to rewind in out mind as we move on in life...the is no other way but....................................................................................................................................................................

TO TRUST ON HIM(JESUS)

Only Him understand each and everyone of us and do continue draw strength from Him..I wan to thanks this song writer had let me understand wat kind of life we might face...at tis moment or in future..i do appreciate every single diffficulties tat had happen in my life...even it is hard to go thru but God had been a faithfull DAD and He want me stand strong for myself(which all the while i was not)..Thanks again for letting how worthful my life is to be in this moment even thou thr is up and down going on in my life......

PS:while writting all this my ears felt like rollin down and this song had ply at tis moment alot of time...i felt pressure with thing tat had mess around but i will stand strong cos i knw u are THERE...just rite THERE

love,
eveee_gal <3

sleepless night!!

Sleepless Night

The light goes out and silence comes in
Everything is quiet.... but that's just appearance.
I lay there and close my eyes..and felt the night will not be good..
I try to sleep and nothing else
I'm just confused and sad.... turning to and fro
My eyelids are heavy, my head needs to calm down
....only my heart seems to fight against my sleep

Weird thoughts kip coming in and destroyed feelings fly around
Why is sleeping at the moment so difficult?
Trying not to think about.... but it seem i couldn't control..
What shall i do at this moment itself???

The raindrops become sad...
And my feelings are so hopeless...
nothing i can do just to find back my peaceful sleep..
Only way to deal with my sleepless night is to clear up my situation..
That discomfort me so much..

hey guys and gal...how you all have been doin nowadays??exam is around the corner...so how preparation coming up??good??well...my preparation was ok..i will not say it is good bcos i kind of worry for it but i knw i just need to surrender to God..

Past few days i have been buzz on my exam preparation and yesterday i went to timesquare to meet up sum1...the meeting up was great and had alot of fun and joyment on meeting up,listenin and chattin...eventhou is short but was still great...but i felt sorry tat i had wasted thier time on temaning me...Sorry!!

Yesterday i had study till 5am and i nvr get to sleep tight at all..i dunno why but.....hmm...tis morning i wake up and i went to class but i just felt so tired and weak ..i try to sleep but i could not...haiz...

I worry abt my mom's medical result...well..i could not do much to recover her but i can only trust in Him and kip prayin..i knw that miracles will have so continue trust in Him and have faith la den..{mummy i will kip prayin for u and God love u...i knw He will heal u...^^i love u mummy!!muakss n hugss!!}

I think i will stop here for now cos i seem had no mood to write on i also did not knw wat i witting too..i bet i shud get some rest....take care everyone...love u all...XOXO...all the best!!


LOve,
eve_gal