blessed and memorable day...

Hi reader..

It had been a while I had no update myself…Sem 2 yr 2 is here again…I am all way to challenge myself…I know it is reali hard to go thru but I know by all my afford I can make it unique and happen..begining of the week of college I have my Digi Music roadshow. Its was reali tired to do but I try my very hard to work it out…Life getting as normal as I reali thought…few more days I turn 20^th..so worried the day come…still hope tat I can alwiz still in the 10^th century but anyhow I still had to move into 20^th…^^

Well,did not expect anything for my bday itself…tot it will normal day pass…but it reali touch and happy to have so many ppl celebrate my bday…^^

1^st,my hsemate…thks chen lee and simone for taking the initiative to celebrate my bday and thks ex-charision for the love u all gave me on the day even is early but still the best..i am reali touch…nearly cry out..~huhu~

2^nd,thks boss, my love one, Yellow army and Digi…take such a great time spend with me…even I am in the camp but u all still make my day well..^^ thks a lot boss for celebrating my bday….thks for spending a sum of money to make my day well…reali thks a lot boss…thks for bring me to laundry tat day….hehe…I do reali enjoy myself and I proud on meeting DJ FUZZ and listen the song on air…^^ thks boss for spending my day well and thks for the brotherly love u had gave…thks kabi for being with me…even thou ur plan had been ruin but I still thks for being with me..i knw u have are tired but u still thr with me…I reali appreciate such a wonderful day….even thou there is nothing u had brought to celebrate with me but the greatest gift is u..thks for ur time and days…thks dear,I LOVE YOU!!

3^rd,thks for my cell group member for bringin such a surprise for me even my bday had past 2 days away…thks a lot for surprise me the cake…thks a lot…^^

Back to the camp….

The camp was good...i do appreciate the every moment had past…I hope this camp will let everyone learn a lot especially those existing one and also the new comer….thks U2 for being th motivator to everyone who came….last day of the camp, I reali want to cry but I try to kip in my heart….but I am hapi in the same time because dear had come back the one that I met…I am so happy…At the moment ,I hugs him I felt so warm and so comfort…my burden and tired had gone….thks dear for loving me…I LOVE U!!!

Throughout the day are so so tired but with him…the feeling just gone~~~I admit I felt it a little while u are not treating good…but I do apologize being like dat dear…

PS:I hope thing goes well…mayb more improve are added into it…cos I do see love and I do love u my dear!!

Is life tat miserable??

My life seem to be in a mess for the moment..i try my best to work out something to solve thing up but till now i will not knw the result...i am not sure wat is the outcome of everything but i knw i kip tellin myself not to think so much cos surely thr is sumthing beautiful will be done..

At this moment,i can show how strong i am but real deep inside i am weak..A weak gal which could not stand up strong..thru out my life i had been face disappointment and i been fail alwiz..To share, without Him i will not able to stand up everytime..I dunno how much shud i thks Him but have Him in my life real amaze..Now i might face difficulties again and i real worry i will lose sum1 i love the most..

I been kip prayin and i been fasting every morning..I been seekin His word all the while i will not stop seeking..I knw in my life thr will b alot disappointment and i knw i have to learn to stand strong..Admit! I am trying thru out now but i real pray this time thing will not occurs with disappointment again cos u knw which level i am in..

I had promise him not to pressure the situation so much..i realise SMS between us had been less, i nvr think much just thinkin tat he might bz with his preparation so he might not free to SMS or reply me..Kip myself thing strong is not easy, real not easy cos it seem to be a life taker..but a promise will alwiz be a promise and i say before to be a better person..

I does miss him much even SMS between us had be less but i still truly still care and concern every single thing tat related to him...To love a person u love , u1st must be happy before u could let the person love..yes, i am do so even how hard i willing to scarifice cos he reali is a person who i can spend my life with...How many wrong i willing to b stupid to forgive as long i can protect this relationship..Being a fool or stupid is fine with me as long i knw i does real love him...

Asking myself is this worth in my life cos i am still young..i will say yes cos he is a person which i dream..and this relationship is with all faith and started..he had bless in my life by Him if without Him this relationship will not occur and he will not been bless in my life...

So i reali hope things will goes smoothly and i will kip praying and ask from His grace been show and His unconditional love tat had spread in me been show in the relationship so this relationship will felt warm and alive...

So Lord, oni u knw me and oni u knw wat my heart...i surrender everything in ur name..

LOve,
eve_gal

The continue...Good 2 Great..

Hi everyone..

As i had promise to do my part but sorry for the delay...so so sorry...

Well,this post wll b last day of camp..but the photo will b little random..

the last day of camp we had learn alot of stuff too even we are reali tired...we saw and learn sumthing which all the while we tot it is impossible to happen but guess wat ntg is impossible..just like ntg is impossible with God..

well..i had success poke thru the potato by a straw by one hit and alot ppl had conquerer

their fear whcih all the while in them...well i was reali amazed so those thing had happen...

well...

Now i will let the photo to do some tokin instead of me..:D

~welcome to digi HQ~

after a satisfied dinner yeah!!

we TARCIAN~~me and my commanders..:D

me and my real real boss~~*kennY*

me and my "boss"*kabilan*

we and nice MR.P ps:get to knw him..he is a nice guy...

my team and Mr.p ps:MR.P like to post around...he is a got model

see at the guy..he was lying dwn on the chair...

b4 it bring up to the chair..

*take 2*

*take 3*

sherlyn and few guys....

my team again with MR.P...:D

melissa and buddy with MR.P..:D

we as one sprit,one yellow,one life!!passion!!

woot...straw went thru the potato..:D

lastly...me and robin..:D

After depart from HQ i started to miss the camp and started of think the camp can b extend i will stay....it s reali nice and lovely camp...

Well...

I shall end here...it is too late d..time wont not allow me stay any longer...see ya...

miss u all..

Love,

eve_gal

Part 2:good to great???

Hi everyone....i am bck to blog more regarding the camp...As i had promise u all tat i will blog more, sorry for the late update due to project is up and alot of stuff drowning me....

Anyway,not to waste time let go into he camp topic..After the 1st day, we reali had not enuff due to essay we nid to to yesterday nite...lol..alot of ppl hang out at mamak just to finish the essay not oni tat but ot knw ppl more..:D

I and my college mate slept at 4am and woke up at 7.30am....and wake up tat time no water to brush teeth and bath..Its make me felt so so uneasy..but no choice is camp so let enjoy it bah....I went down to the lobby and i wait for my buddy to come dwn at the same time i SMS her...*started to miss buddy* and again start out journey to DIGI HQ again..:D

Let the pic roll>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

in the morning everyone waiting for the bus....thou we are tired..:D

reach DIGI HQ have a light breakfast and start our nice prog...:D

i think tis is lunch kua...not so sure..hahaha...too many food d..*yummy*

dinner time SS little...hahha....very cold actually..*freazzzzzzing*

Let us SS again...:D

*yummy*food...wahh....gone crazy...:D

Take 2*cant wait*

*cheers*have our joy and fun together..:D*tea time*

*yummy*tart cheer...*Yellow Army*

yeah....the *yellow ranger*passionnnn...:D

well..i will continue my blog tomorrow due to time constraints..i really apologize for the inconvenient...i will update all tomorrow...hopefully..:D

PS:pray for me yeah...i felt reali tired...:(

Love,

eve_gal

the ending of a year....

Hey everyone...2008 is ending very very soon...couple just swap and 2009 is here...everyone was preparing their resolution of the year rite...so do i...hmm..well i dun hope for anything from ppl but wat i do reali hope is my dream will success and i will be grow more in His word...well,wat i do reali hope is:

1. My relationship with God will be much much closer and have more faith with him..
2. Me and family will live in a proper nice way and happy life
3. My result with full flying color just to glorified His name
4. My mum and dad health will be improve better(i do reali love them with bottom my heart)
5. Have true frenz in life and sum1 tat i can share my up and down
   
6. Have a great life ahead with spiritual fruit in it
   
7. Have a gud surprise in my bday
8. Hope to see everyone around me living happily
9. Hope my dream and wishes come true something special
10. See improvement in me(if anyone notice pls inform)

Well tat all i reali have in mind nothing much...wat is over for this year will be in past tense i will not recall in me again..sorry gal and guy for wat i have doe wrong in life...i reali felt sorry for it...especially charision and sum of CFer----->i dunno how many apologize i nid to say but i reali do felt sorry to u all i dunno why but i still felt is my right to say so cos i might do something tat i reali o hurt u all or say some word tat hurt everyone feeling...bside sorry dad and mum for being not a child tat u wan and u hope but i will be the outstanding gal tat u all hope in me and saw in me...i reali want to made u all proud but in 2008 had been a unsuccessful one...in this new comin year i will try all my best,afford,life,and everything just made u all proud and knw i am the outstanding gal tat u nvr had...sorry again daddy and mummy..love u all so much...
In my past life i reali had a bad life and i do not knw why mayb is just not my year...thing had happen i and thing i wanted desperately without waitin alwiz will cause sumthing in it...i had knw wat wrong and wat had happen within..in this new comin year i hope to see more miracles in it den human work...i want to depend on God work den ppl around..i dislike pls ppl and i dislike being left out by ppl around i knw tat no one like it also so do i...so i hope tis year will b better den before..reali do...(God hope u hear me)so i to cut it short i dun be lengthy so wish everyone had a

BLESSED 2009 and a great year ahead!!