is tis a love or crush???

hey it had been a long time i did not update my blog d...so now i will tell u wat happen in past..well at past there is nothing special just busy busy busy and busy tat all..hmm..and my studies kinda worry cos did not reli touch book nowadays...well time pat and now i am goin to left one month b4 exam fever came...huh..well i whn back hometown and came back this evening..whn i at mlk i was reli dwn and dunno wat to say whn see thing around like a mess and everything seem like unhapi,,mum told me alot thing ad she told abt herself too well it truth i am wori her i dunno how to express it..bside i miss sum1 dearly i reli ope he will knw it but i knew the person will not know co the person dunno anything at all except the person can read me...telling the truth i hsd fsll for dum1 and the sum1 did not knw it yet...i could not let the person knw cos it is not time yet...i had been praying for this issued for a very long time d...i reli hope tat i can let the person knw..i reli do hope the person will b my future but i reli did not knw will it b or not...hmm..everytime saw sumthing like message tat had posted to ppl i felt so hurt and disappoint..i reli do hope thing will happen in a way tat i wan to but i not it will not happen de...kip praying is my job to do in this relationship tat i wan....i reli love him....re;i....miss u dearly....do i had a crush on u or love feeling??but i knw i do wan to care of u but just afraid tat i might bother u...:)