the blossom day~~~~~

I am glad and hapi as i can go back home liao.....YEAH~~~but on other hand i going to miss sum1 alot....^^

All this day i been bz-ing on assignment and coursework that coming up....after all i feel a little bit relax till today but i gotta get to worried about my result lu.....

Result is cumin out soon kinda worried for PM now as the result expected by out lecture its below then the expectation....herm~~~wondering how much will my CW be????

SO fast time passes and we are in week 9 liao...T.T i still got 2 CW test and 1 assignment to complete the whole sem b4 goin to final....haih...

Beside that, i kinda worried about my internship job too...my daddy say that EY company had full employment liao....T.T sob sob~~~how wor???till today i am still waiting for 3 more company to reply me...herm~~~~

Should i start send out my other 3 application????shud i????herm...What a tuff decision i had in mind.....@.@

PS:i am so worried and i am praying hard that my prayer will be answer~~~Father,sorry for what i have done in my life and i might be a disobedient child to u...but i ask for repentant and forgiveness in UR name as well as i nid ur guidance to live a life like u O Lord....pls be with me and purify me with Ur blood...In Jesus Name i pray, AMen~~~

congratulation darling~~~

So fast its a friday again and another week gone just lidat.....currently its week 8 and time reali passing very fast cos week 9 its coming....last assignment dateline soon...oh no~~~~i did not even know how to start write tis assignment...i need guidance from God....Daddy...pls help me...:D

Thru out tis days,i feeling bad and would wanted to apologize to Daddy so much....sori for not being an obedient child...and i knw tat i shud not blame thing and push away my guiltiness to make myself betta off..Hence, a big apologize to You Daddy...forgive me as i change myself each day to be like You...=D

I also wan to say thank you Daddy for being such a great provider...i am super happy as i been told by my darling that he got his internship job...i am so thankful and praise the Lord that he had took away my worried...^^

darling also tell me tat he is scared and worried tat he could not cope in his internship...hmm...well,darling dun worried abt internship...i knw u can do it well cos u have the potential to be outstanding...jia you ya darling....*hugs*

PS:once again darling,congratz for getting your internship job and i am so proud of u...keep it up darling and make sure u do well in ur internship...dear dear love u and will alwiz support darling no matter wat happen...*hugs* ^^

The greatest love

Today, wake up...my tummy ache...T.T i feel so so sick but i still nid to drag myself to clean up the house and study my test...i kinda worried abt my test but i think and believe i can make it thru....^^

Even i am in that condition but i feel great cos i recall wat darling told me yesterday that its so lovely to me....i am glad that u feel han fuk not oni bcos u have u lovely family but to have me too....=) thank you darling for putting me in ur heart...*hehe* Thank you darling for loving me from the bottom of my heart....i feel so warm cos u have love me so much...*hugs*

I also feel warm today cos darling take care and concern abt me even i have tummy ache....thank you darling for tell me wat to do whn i am tummy ache and take care of me so much...I love u Darling.....^^

Anyway,wish we all have a great blessed test tomorrow and hope that we all do well in it....^^
Darling...jia you jia you in exam ya....love u much much.....*hugs*

PS:i am missing u...^^

hapi hapi day~~

verse 1
Everytime I leave to head out on the road
I wanna take you with me to save me from the cold
No matter where I go wrong
you'll be there to turn it into right
I will love you every moment of my life

When I'm on an airplane, flyin' cross the sky
I know you're on a trainride, stations passin' by
No matter what the signs say
However in my mind you are by my side
I will love you every moment of my life

Bridge:
everyone misses something
And I know time changes everything
All the love that you have to give
you should give just as lost as you're holding that someone

Verse 2:
I'd travel cross the great lakes to get to where you are
and even if forever wouldn't be too far
so baby when you asked me
to be the leading lady by your side
I promised to love you every moment of my life

I am so hapi yesterday....my darling sing song to me and suddenly felt that he actually do have talent and sounded like aka JJ Lin....LOL

I feel so touch...cos this its the 1st time he sing to me...lol...i will waiting for the one day arrived for him to ply piano to me....=)
I truly feel so thankful to have him...cos he being with me whn i am lonely and alone...even its late and might been questioned by his family he also willing to stay bck with me...T.T (suddenly feel i am so bad) hehe....in the car we were discussing abt food and food.. he told me tat his hse area thr got alot of nice food....but hor nvr bring me go thr eat de...lol...but after that he promised me tat he will bring me go eat thr...=) he also promise me tat he will bring me go 'little genting' aka lookout point...hehehe i told him tat i wan to go to bkt tinggi too...and he also promised jor...lol...*sweet* but sem break la...hahahha *sori darling, for havin me so demanding* XD

Yesterday, we whn out makan dinner together...feel so great~~we whn to a restaurant to makan cos i told him i miss home and i hope to eat sumthing tat got home feel..i also told him tat i wan to eat fish so much...lol so we whn to the restaurant and eat fish plus vege....heheh

At the moment of eating i feel so touch and sweet...i feel i being pamper by him so much...^^

Thanks darling...I will appreciate every moment of u & i will love u every moment of my life....

thanks for ur love darling~~

Thank you darling for loving me thru out this 2 month and 9 days...even within thru out this period we did go thru tuff time tat seriously worst but thank you for being sensible and understandable on dealing up the problem....

Once again~~thank you darling for being with me alwiz even it is good or bad...i am touch tat u have been alwiz support me and being with me...u reali have been a great bf...

Thank you for letting me feel the sense of security once again...Thanks for no letting me down again...

Below are a little poem for u darling~~

All my life
I’ve been in the rain
Till you came and brought me sunshine
You turned my lonely nights into happy days
And I found love in your little loving ways.

Life has never been that easy
But you were there, behind me all the way
Somehow you always find a way to make me smile
And everything just seems to turned out right.

Thank you for the good times
Thank you for those memories
Thank you for coming into my life
And thank you so much for loving me.

You changed my life the day we met
I never felt your love was needed
You always believe in the things I say and do;
And I don’t know how I would have made it without you.

just one last dance~~

Just one last dance....oh baby...just one last dance

We meet in the night in the Spanish café
I look in your eyes just don't know what to say
It feels like I'm drowning in salty water
A few hours left 'til the sun's gonna rise
tomorrow will come an it's time to realize
our love has finished forever

how I wish to come with you (wish to come with you)
how I wish we make it through

Chorus:
Just one last dance
before we say goodbye
when we sway and turn round and round and round
it's like the first time
Just one more chance
hold me tight and keep me warm
cause the night is getting cold
and I don't know where I belong
Just one last dance

The wine and the lights and the Spanish guitar
I'll never forget how romantic they are
but I know, tomorrow I'll lose the one I love

There's no way to come with you
it's the only thing to do

Chorus 3x (until fade)

Just one last dance, just one more chance, just one last dance

Another song that sounded meaningful...i am not sure the true meaning but i will find it out the song true meaning after i watch the movie "one last dance"..i believe it will a touch and loving movie....

I believe in everything in life that its given....i believe in my own relationship whr i will continue to have faith and trust to work tis out....i knw its will not be easy as me and my boyfriend will go thru a tuff situation in life....even its hard to go thru i will still stay with him to go thru tis situation....no matter wat may come in our relationship but i believe if we are firm and we solve it together everything will goes well....

To have a prefect relationship its not easy cos before it turn perfect we have to goes thru alot of trial in life....for now we wan to archive our sucess in study and life as well as in out career....we wan to live in a certain situation...i believe me and my boyfriend will work hard for this....

Once again i wan to tell my darling, jie ming...tat no matter wat i appreciate and thank you for loving me and being with me no matter in wat situation....thank you for being a great boyfriend...thank for teaching me and thanks for guiding me....i will never give up myself as well as u too....thank darling for being with me...thank darling....^^

Lastly,i love u my darling...forever and ever....love u~~~

2 month annivesary darling~~

Our anniversary means a lot,
Much more than any another day;
I celebrate my love for you,
And cherish you in every way.Through passing time, our love still grows,
A caring relationship to explore;
Our life together gets better and better,
And I keep on loving you more and more.

Thanks for being with me all this while and loving me no matter wat happen...even we reali go thru tuff time but i believe tis reali test our love...you been a great boyfriend toward me..even tis relationship its not a 100% perfect relationship but it had ply a great role between us...

Each day grow~~i will continue and kip on loving u~~being with u~~in every single situation~~even thou thr its more down den up or more up den down...i will still with u n loving u~~i will support u in everything u going to do and achieve...

Thanks darling for bearing with me and staying with me...I love u,Yong Jie Ming 4eva~~^^

站在十字路的交点
该怎么走
我却只剩回头
除了你给的伞我再也没有
别的借口
去拥有你的什么
你能体谅 我有雨天
偶尔胆怯 你都了解
过去那些大雨落下的瞬间
我突然发现
谁能体谅 我的雨天
所以情愿回你身边
此刻脚步 会慢一些
如此坚决
你却越来越远
牵手和分手来自同一双手
做回朋友
我却为何不懂挽留
你能体谅 我有雨天
偶尔胆怯 你都了解
过去那些大雨落下的瞬间
我突然发现
谁能体谅 我的雨天
所以情愿回你身边
此刻脚步 会慢一些
如此坚决
你却越来越远
是否太晚 路已走远
我的眼眶泪太满
走不回你身边
你能体谅 我有雨天
偶尔胆怯 你都了解
过去那些大雨落下的瞬间
我突然发现
谁能体谅 我的雨天
此刻脚步 会慢一些
如此坚决
你却越来越远

This song reali touch me alot....just worried that i will be like what the song are sang....

I feel insecure as thing happen twice in this relationship...its seem to b so fragile toward me....i am scared and worried....i cried and cried in these two days and i had think alot...i reali think thru include my life....things tell me that if i gotta lost u in life i think i will not dare and able to take another love cos everything seem to fake and so unreal to me....and more thought~~guys are people who could not keep their true promise,cant long love a galz for life,could not give full trust to galz and could not give security to galz....

I am sure of myself very well...i had hurt thru many time and i knw i could take this situation again...i believe i will turn mad abt it....mayb just leave tis place....

I am thankful that he are dare to stand up and talk to me abt wat he had think thru and thought of that cause situation occurs....i knw its tuff and it will be hard to go on....i knw this relationship will not b that strong...but i believe as we work together i knw we will break it thru....

Jie Ming...trust me love goes thru trial...dun give up and dun b shaken with those though u had....all those are not that important as long we are thr to settle it....trust me we will make it thru...i knw u wan to achieve ur goals...as everyone had it...let me hold ur hand and let us achieve it together...i am hapi with all ur achievement u have done...even thou its not a big and huge wan but still its a great one...i am proud of u darling...i am seriously proud of ur achievement...

Jie Ming,u told ur childhood issue...
let me tell u...i dun care and even bother wat will happen to u in future....as long as i love...i seriously wan to b with u for life and will take gud care of u....even ur childhood issue will occur i will take it up as a challenges...cos i love u...i shud support u den leaving u...i knw wat i wan and nid the most....even u could not give me everything i nid or fulfill every single wishes i have...but i will still thankful cos i got u in life....

i nid u not other else....everything(exclude God) will not important than u.....

let kip a promise btw tis relationship:
1.nvr leave no matter wat...cos we will solve everything single problem together...

so yong jie ming,pls kip ur promises as i will kip my promise to u tat i will not leave no matter wat....

i am serious darling....so let work out sumthing which its betta....
i love u darling...for life...
PS:kip me safe pls...