there will be a day....

This song reali touch me alot..its reali remind me tat thr will someday and somehow we will face the end day which reali soon...everyone nid to face the judgement day and we nid to go thru all the punishment and answer those question tat been ask..

There Will Be A Day lyrics

I try to hold on to this world with everything I have
But I feel the weight of what it brings, and the hurt that tries to grab
The many trials that seem to never end, His word declares this truth,
that we will enter in this rest with wonders anew

But I hold on to this hope and the promise that He brings
That there will be a place with no more suffering

(Chorus)
There will be a day with no more tears, no more pain, and no more
fears
There will be a day when the burdens of this place, will be no more,
we'll see Jesus face to face
But until that day, we'll hold on to you always

I know the journey seems so long
You feel you’re walking on your own
But there has never been a step
Where you’ve walked out all alone

Troubled soul don’t lose your heart
Cause joy and peace he brings
And the beauty that’s in store
Outweighs the hurt of life’s sting

But I hold on to this hope and the promise that He brings
That there will be a place with no more suffering

(Chorus)

I can’t wait until that day where the very one I’ve lived for always will
wipe away the sorrow that I’ve faced
To touch the scars that rescued me from a life of shame and misery
this is why this is why I sing

There will be a day with no more tears, no more pain, and no more
fears
There will be a day when the burdens of this place, will be no more,
we'll see Jesus face to face

There will be a day with no more tears, no more pain, and no more
fears
There will be a day when the burdens of this place, will be no more,
we'll see Jesus face to face

There will be a day, he will wipe away the tears,
He will wipe away the tears,
He will wipe away the tears,
There will be a day.

Lord,i am prepare to face u on tat day i wlling to take all my burden and sin tat i had done...I am sorry Lord..

Love,
eve_gal

wat can i do much to make thin change...

hey everyone...
Time passing fast and now i am in a new sem again which this is th sem i will fight for it again...it is not easy but i will do it still cos i had faith...

well,thing around me getting every dull and it seem thr is more black and white...i am disappointed in alot of thing and i am sad with thing tat had happen thru out...i try to love a person who main for me but now...i just how to express and dunno how to love the person..all sudden i felt the pain and tired to do thing..i had no motivation in everything in life..i felt fo giving up everything in life...

I knw i shud not like tat but i just colud not find comfort and peace and love tat i nid..i am lost and i am blind..i am breathless too..i felt my life is gone all sudden i lost th power to life on..i felt so difficult to stand and move on and breath...wat shud i reali do...

i kip cryin out to You and i kip sayin cryin to myself i does love him much...my mind is stuck..thing around could not settle i felt reali tuff i reali dunno wat can i do much to work thing out..i felt like cryin but i just could not.i kip in all into myself..i am showin tat i am reali strong which i am not...:(

love,
eve_gal

time passes and thing change...

I dunno wat shud i do more to work thing out...i does love u but thing seem to go not in the right, i dunno are u still thing regarding about this relationship or not..but i reali do hope u had an answer in ur heart and u knw wat u want and hope for so long...I understand how u feel and i knw tat u dun hav the braveness to believe long term relationship..I will wan to let u knw it is not u are not perfect but even me myself are not perfect..Problem come to our relationship is our problem not u alone so pls dun put the blame o urself..I do reali love u so i do reali hope tat u dun put the blame on urself...

U went bck d and everything is over d...i reali do wan to hear sumthing from u..i dun to hide in the dark without knwin anything and i hope all the while i pray and fast with sincere heart God will look thru us and be with us..I knw He had bless tis relationship and him in my daily life which its does a greater gift my life...

dear i want to let u knw how i felt but i just dunno how to find and tok with u...i reali dunno..:'(

The road tat decided...

Well, life are full with disappointment even how hard u strive thru out the outcome u still nid to bear with..

I would say God has his plan thru out...we just nid to take time and look thru everything...Today,everything to me seem plain..yesterday i reali felt 100% pressure whr it seem to drive me mad and drive me to depression...I wake up without any mood and my mom sick which make me dun wan to leave home but i have no choice i nid to settle stuff on hand..Well, i cook porridge for b4 i leave i clear every single thing at home too...Well, i leave with a heavy heart...i step into the car my tears just cant stop falling dwn and i just can recall everything clear wat had happen yesterday...

Tis reali pressure...anyway i had decide whr to go and wat step shud i move..i kip paryin in the bus whn i way bck to kl and i hope thr is ans for everything which hidden all the while...If tis wat God wan me to b i will b humble in everything i nid to do...At the moment i reali miss sum1 dearly...

I wish him all the best in exam tomorrow...i had faith in him which he can do it and i will pray for him..*dear,i miss u and i love u so much...and i knw thr is way out for a reason..no worries i willing to wait and long for u cos i reali do love u....just do ur best k...love u...*

I hope thing will goes well i dun hope this like this happen again...:D LAstly b4 i reali leave tis blog i wan to dedicate a song to my lovely dear darling..u knw who u are...^^

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m6pW_q1PvH0 *clicky*

wat shud i do??

Wat shud i do??wat shud i do??wat shud i do??how??how??

Those question just cant fail comin into my mind...askin me how and wat shud i reali do??
My future...my dream...my hope...my achievement...
Wat reali i can do??

I reali lose in the divider which i reali dunno which road i shud take and how shud i move on in my life and my future..what shud i reali do now??how shud i move on??Is tis i shud go thru in life??but reali why??I knw i does not have the rite to ask abt it cos tis had been plan out in life and it had been set...i just nid to go thru..

Well,at the 1st moment i tot everything settle but it seem nope...cos any decision i make it will lead to a wrong track which i reali dun hope...i reali upset and i had enuff with tears and pressure..but wat can i reali do now...everything seem to b so pack whr i nid to decide by tis week..tis is reali a hard time for me to go thru...:(

I reali hope sum1 can b with me but he seem to b no time for me and i understand how he felt too..i dun blame him even he had does something which reali hurt me at the moment but i shud not pressure him...i forgive and i reali dun blame him for he doin tat cos i reali love him even how many time he goin to hurt me..

At the moment, i felt everything leave me very far and i felt i am so so useless and helpless whr thr is no whr i could belong to.. :( My dad seem to give me alot pressure and i reali dunno how to handle it..i might lead to deepression...well who knw...no one knw... :(

Anyway i can do much and Lord i surrender everything in ur hand and oni u had the plan and the answer for every question i ask in ur name reveal to me and let me knw wat is the right choice i shud choose...Amen..

PS:i love u dear...no matter wat i will still forgive u cos i reali dun wan to lose u in my life..and i will broke the fear...trust me we can do it..:)

love,
eve_gal

how to move on??

Currently i am facing alot of problem that reali give me alot of headache...i dunno wat shud i do and whr shud i go???i kip ask myself shud i stay or live??i reali dunno wat to do...my life is seem to blind in front..i felt so upset after all incident plus i miss sum1 dearly..i reali miss him..

Well i am in the consideration of stayin or move on??i dunno i am really upset and dunno what shud i do...i knw God has a plan for me but still i could not sit and do nothing..Today sermon reali speak to and tell me nvr give up cos each time we fall God will give us hope again..i knw but wat shud i reali do now???i facing multiple problem now..study,life,relationship and etc..i dunno whr to turn to...i nid strenght..

I was prayin and seekin His word but sumtime i reali felt of givin up every single thing in my life but God bless sum1 in me and make me fell i am not alone at tis moment i had him to be with too..if i reali give up how will he help me up??even thou i do not hear any support from him and comfort word from him or he did not show any concern to me but i knw tat he still care and concern everything abt me..i can feel his heart beat whr tellin me:'dear dear dun give up in everything u doin now...' tis reali make me as a motivation...

I felt so uneasy discomfort every time i face tis but still i am satisfied with wat is given to me and had been bless in me..God had bless sum1 in my midst which i reali appreciate it..we arte not together by all sudden by we are together by plan and also love tat pull us together..

Even the continue road how hard to move on..i will still move on i will nvr give every single thing in my life...At this moment i reali hope thr is sum1 bside me to comfort and tell me dun worry..everything will goes fine but i knw it will not hapen..well,he is bz and he felt pressure too i reali dun hope to bring with more problem in him now..as long i knw he alwiz will b i am hapi wilth it..i will understand..as i promise him to b a better ppl tat he hope for...

Well, i decided take the step out which i goin to mmu to require my edu...well i knw after this require i will be more headache and thing tat normally shud happen will all gone...whr i could not meet him even he will goin to kl..but i knw we cant plan bcos thing change..

i really hope everything will not change and i hope God will see me thru...

lastly, i hope ppl will pray for me..
ps: dear i love u and i dun hope on losing u in my life..bcos u been a blessing for me...

thks for being a good bf to me..

Thks for being with me all the while and thks for loving me so much..u been a gud bf in my heart even thou u found u are not a gud bf to me..well,no one is perfect in this world so do i..

Now thr are alot prob occur but i knw this day will over soon....i wan u to knw i am alwiz rite here support and love u all the while...i will nvr leave u no matter wat..even we are not ready for each other now but i will wait till we are ready...

Thru out my life u are a guy which i love so much and are a person who can give me security...i reali do appreciate every moment we spend...even time tat we spend with each other are less but it is precious to me..

Thks for understand me well and thks for everything u had make it in my life u are a great guy my dear..i reali dun hope on losin u in life cos i does reali love u alot...and u r a person who i can spend my life with...i hope u knw...I LOVE U!!

love,
eve_gal

Is life tat miserable??

My life seem to be in a mess for the moment..i try my best to work out something to solve thing up but till now i will not knw the result...i am not sure wat is the outcome of everything but i knw i kip tellin myself not to think so much cos surely thr is sumthing beautiful will be done..

At this moment,i can show how strong i am but real deep inside i am weak..A weak gal which could not stand up strong..thru out my life i had been face disappointment and i been fail alwiz..To share, without Him i will not able to stand up everytime..I dunno how much shud i thks Him but have Him in my life real amaze..Now i might face difficulties again and i real worry i will lose sum1 i love the most..

I been kip prayin and i been fasting every morning..I been seekin His word all the while i will not stop seeking..I knw in my life thr will b alot disappointment and i knw i have to learn to stand strong..Admit! I am trying thru out now but i real pray this time thing will not occurs with disappointment again cos u knw which level i am in..

I had promise him not to pressure the situation so much..i realise SMS between us had been less, i nvr think much just thinkin tat he might bz with his preparation so he might not free to SMS or reply me..Kip myself thing strong is not easy, real not easy cos it seem to be a life taker..but a promise will alwiz be a promise and i say before to be a better person..

I does miss him much even SMS between us had be less but i still truly still care and concern every single thing tat related to him...To love a person u love , u1st must be happy before u could let the person love..yes, i am do so even how hard i willing to scarifice cos he reali is a person who i can spend my life with...How many wrong i willing to b stupid to forgive as long i can protect this relationship..Being a fool or stupid is fine with me as long i knw i does real love him...

Asking myself is this worth in my life cos i am still young..i will say yes cos he is a person which i dream..and this relationship is with all faith and started..he had bless in my life by Him if without Him this relationship will not occur and he will not been bless in my life...

So i reali hope things will goes smoothly and i will kip praying and ask from His grace been show and His unconditional love tat had spread in me been show in the relationship so this relationship will felt warm and alive...

So Lord, oni u knw me and oni u knw wat my heart...i surrender everything in ur name..

LOve,
eve_gal

I am sorry!! to hubby

I am reali sorry for the word i might hurt u..i just felt i am wrong..thing happen within and i reali wan to solve it...

I am truly disappointed truly to say after hear those thing u say but whenever i cool myself dwn and think..In this relationship i can tell u this i am not perfectly...u kip on say u are the one have problem but i can tel u not u..is both of us cos tis relationship is both of us...i had wrong too even how perfect i am being a gf but i had wrong too...

My heart is tearin away day by day...i did not knw why..i just feel the pain..i promise not to pressure this relationship anymore and i nvr tel u this let us refresh tis relationship and move again..I keepin alot of thing in my heart and i did not tel it out...Now i feel difficult and i dunno wat shud i do...i wanted to tel u but i choose not too cos u havin exam...

I just can say at tis moment i truly love u...i strongly knw tat if i do lose u i will break dwn terriblely and at the moment i reali will lose my consent and feelin in lovein ppl around..I keep tellin myself nothing will happen just believe everything is goin fine...but i knw i keep hidin myself from thing tat it might happen...

Every fresh morning i wake up,my mind just cant stop thinkin alot of thing...but i cant do much just to bear with the pain and my tears roll dwn without my consent..i kip tellin myself u love him and he love u too...why are u still crying??i just could not comfort myself...i did not knw wat had happen to u..u might be bz or u might sumthing on mind...

i can assure one thing in my life i willing to spend my life with u...i can scarifice those alot of thing to just be with u....

i just......


could not bear the pain....

i truly love you!!

study study study!!!!

hi everyone...
how life is getting up??i hope u all enjoy thru the month....:D

i will blog sum of the promises to u all today....:D
1stly,as u all knw my exam is up..so i had been study hard for i...i reali hope this time it will reali make a different between....i dun to b disappointed again....the disappoint at past had been enuff for me.....here are sum pic whr me and my sis(simone) had study in starbuck..*amazed*










well,there are more picture but lazy wanna post up...hehe.....
up to the next blog regardin today!!