Today it seem so sunny and hot the weather is as same like past few day so as my mood....i wake up i felt lost and i dunno whr is the direction i should move...hmm...well...i felt moody and my eyes seem little bit swollen..haiz...i went class but i was late..so i went to the lecture hall and i went wrong into dk..huh...sad...den i came out of it and my mom call me and i felt lost whn she tokin to me with what she had tok well obviously i did cried and i felt so embarrass so much...hmm..and i went into dk again but now is the right dk...while i am in tthe dk i could not find peace within and i decided to sms to matt and another frenz...huh...i really down tremondously down....hmm..well den i receive their reply and i broke down in crying with my song was playing...well..i did not knw how to tell them and felt sad of it...i just really disappointed...and i told matt abt wat is actually happenin...i tot there is no one around to advice me and etc...hmm...after tokin to matt i felt much ok still stable and i still can move on...hmm...well...after the seasion of tok i ask sum question to the "pro"...well i did get alot of info...while i am walkin back home my mom call me again and she lecture me again and tell me alot of stuff but i still could not stand i and with cryin again...sad...huh..well...thks God thr is no one in house....hmm...den i felt i am so so full whr i could took my lunch at all..huh...well i did took la bcos worried i will be havin gastric so just in case la..and i did not study very well too..hmm...haiz...b4 i went out i tok to alice and she was askin me how am i...well...i shared with her and she had advicing anyway,,,thks alot jie...luvs u..:)...den i went out to my workin plc and reserve number for my frenz b4 proceed to class..well..after little while i whn to class and tutor say she wanna to do exan 1st bcos i one of my class mate wanna go back and rushin for bus...so we had our exam 1st..i took the exam paper and i just dunno how to start everything..hmm...well i look at up prt of the paper and dwn of the paper...and i just do watever i could..haha..lol..den i came back my housemate say wanna go pasar malam wor..so went we they all...huh...guess wat i ate alot....die i am gonna turn fat...sad sad.... :( but i drank two cup of fruit juice was really nice..haha...well one of it are dragon fruit,banana and also mango...well another one is carrot,apple and orange...hehe...nice...lol.den i ate "chao tau fu"....huh..well was ok la but le huh after it very very smelly le...i cant stand it...huh...swt...den i came back around 9 something if i am not wrong la....hehe...well...den at nite was tokin to matt and tell him my problem...:)...so i guess i will had fun in chatting later!!who knws ya!!haha...lol..:)
Love,
Evelyn
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