The rememberance day..

The day tat i go through is not really a great day...just felt little miserable and messy on my life..i woke twice one is at 5 something and another is at 8...seem through out the day i dun really slept well i dunno why...i felt really tired and i felt worry too...i just cant understand why and look like everything seem so messy...when i woke up i decided to spend my time with God be i prepared my day to college..so i read the bible and the passage is taken john 15:9-17.. in the bible stated the Father had so loved us, so i love u and His command us to love one others as i had loved u... beside the bible did say that i no longer call u servant, because servant does not know his master's business so He called u as a friend.. all after reading this passage i felt really touch and i can double confirm myself that He had love seen i'm born till today no matter wat..His love to me never changes..and i also felt His love presently where He had send someone or more presentable to called as a friend to comfort, concern, care,support,love,trust, and to keep away from loneliness...i really appreciate so much... Thank you Lord for such a wonderful gift tat u had provided...well, sometimes due to this i felt bad cos i had occupied his time and days where he had no time for himself and in others thing too..even thou he told me not to worry but the feeling worry and afraid are still there..where i really does afraid and worry he will felt annoy and bored with me wish i really does not want it to happen...i just worry i will lose such a friend like him... (admit think a lot)well day passes and time passes everyone did not know wat will happen tomorrow but life still had to go on...through this morning passage too i felt does i really had loved someone and shared His love to others too?? well, ii realize tat i did shared it to certain ppl around but i still felt tat is not enough kua... :( at here i will take the opportunity to say sorry to those ppl and my family.. i felt i had not fully shared the greatest love to them... i am pretty down when i write this blog i just felt of crying out but i had to go class soon... well, today i had keep listening to the song "still" by hillsongs.. seen, i still had little time i also would like to wish my secondary friend happy birthday...even thou she had betray me before but i will still forgive and forget wat she had done to me.. Xin hui happy birthday ya, sorry i am not in malacca to celebrate with ...well, wish u had great memorable birthday with the nurse and doctor that u learn from...hehe.. :) study smart ya and all the best in everything u do.. i wish another friend happy birthday to which is song sing.. i hope he will have a blessed birthday today and all the best in wat he does.. May God bless through out his life... :) well i guess i shall end my blog writing it seem getting longer and longer...haha..hope everyone have fun and enjoy ur day!!

Loves,
Evelyn